I need some help, some inspiration, some happiness please.?

Dear One: What's happening to you shouldn't be. You're too young to be bearing such burdens. Wish I were a psychologist who could give the right answers. But what I think is that a lot of people in bad situations will be sympathhave ing with you. I certainly am. You are a good girl and a Christian. If you're a good Christian then I don't think suicide would even be an option. If it were me I would just try to support my family in my own way by praying for them, listening to them, keeping my eyes and ears open. Consult some of the websites for a few possisble ideas and encouragement. If enough of us have sympathy, hold your hand and pray for you, perhaps it will give you a little peace. Can you feel it?