Can someone be real with me, and help me out here..?

last year, my nose did not look so big. Im 19 now and the bump has gotten huge and my nose long. I used to be really handsome, now the nose ruins my face. My friend's friend says to me 'you know, you could pull off being a jew". he didnt mean in religiously, but facially. My little sister tells me yesterday after we get in an argument "go fix your newly developed nose!" Wtf! I hate this. I dont care about the nose really, but the fact that i was so good looking until now kills me. My parents would hate if even brought up to them nose surgery. My nose keeps me very low in confidence and its the only thing stopping me from being a stud. My relatives saw me the other day since ive been gone to college and they were all staring at my nose. I could tell that it got larger. How the hell can it get so ****** big in a year? It even affects the way i study. When i was good looking, i used to flourish in everything. I know this sounds pathetic, but honestly, if you were in my position, you would understand...I want surgery but i obviously cant hide surgery from my parents.